pères morts

mères tristes

threatening nonthreats

and a world instead

“it’s all superheros

and shoot-‘em-ups:

boom! boom!

and scissor fingers.”

burn me up 

on the cady way trail

oysters and other refuse

soft trickles

slowly shouldering

whimsy of the moon

beetles may burrow

but signs warn

‘do not touch’

the path ends

in a paved platform

my flute carries a cry

to the cloudless sky

at times, to be cosseted,

things must be forgotten.

slowly builds the midden.

Apollo Beach, April 9th, 2012

explosions on launchpad 34—

I show my years

at the kitchen table

inscribed with early cursive: Miss. Moriah L. Russo.

cardboard rockets

disturb precise formations of gulls;

parachutes suspend from pines

long gone—

deleted to make way for strip malls—

distributed like memories and burdens

I search for in trash heaps,

nail to my walls 

as idols to isolation,

and introduce as ancestors 

alongside photographs of my father.

Please Let Me Wonder

-The Beach Boys

it’s assumed that I’m an alien from outer space

it’s not necessarily true

 Ingmar Bergman, Cries and Whispers (1972) 

Saint Augustine Alligator Farm employee, Eleana Link, using gator to power her canoe, 19—?. 

Saint Augustine Alligator Farm employee, Eleana Link, using gator to power her canoe, 19—?. 

"To achieve accurate knowledge of others, if such a thing were possible, we could only ever arrive at it through the slow and unsure recognition of our own initial optical inaccuracies. However, such knowledge is not possible: for, while our vision of others is being adjusted, they, who are not made of mere brute matter, are also changing; we think we have managed to see them more clearly, but they shift; and when we believe we have them fully in focus, it is merely our older images of them that we have clarified, but which are themselves already out of date."

― Marcel Proust, In the Shadow of Young Girls in Flower

Bill Viola, The Reflecting Pool, 1977